Today was another rough day…my daughter sat on the couch with me and asked me if we were ever going to have a baby brother or sister for her? I had to tell her that mommy tried, but it’s very hard for mommy to have babies, so we’re lucky we have her. The baby we
As soon as I came home from the hospital we had to tell our daughter the devastating news…she knew I was at the doctor and then the hospital. I wasn’t home, so something wasn’t right since I had been in bed for 2 months now. I held my girl and told her the reason I
Well, I’ve been off of my blog for a while now. I had complications with the pregnancy and a scare and finally a miscarriage. The middle of October I had some spotting and then finally on November 2nd my body wasn’t holding the pregnancy any more, so I had to deliver at 19 weeks and
Another day of total chaos! My daughter woke up got dressed and then when it was time to put her shoes on she flipped out. Basically cried for another hour and then missed school. The cried that she missed school! This is beyond exhausting…what can I do. I ca’t move to get up and say”
I can’t help thinking that just by sitting here on bed rest, and knowing I will be on disability and everything else for the next gazillion months, did I just put the brakes completely on my career? Did I kill what I had at my current job and what I worked for, for so many
My daughter has been so excited for baby #2, as are we! She’s always asking about the baby and what will happen when the baby comes, and what she can help with. Since we have a log way to go I explain to her, but I also try and help her understand how long it
14 weeks pregnant and had my doctors appointment today to measure my cervix. it’s at 3.5, which is still normal, but I cant help but freak out, because 2 weeks ago it was 5.4. I was literally hysterical at my dr’s office and she calmed me down, but I’m so scared. She told me to
Basically 14 weeks pregnant at this point and almost 1 month on bed rest. The feelings are MANY…bored, overwhelmed, happy, nervous, anxious, scared, alone. I know I need to be doing this for a healthy pregnancy, but I can’t help feeling trapped….trapped in a way, that I lay in bed all day and I really
What a day! Today was supposed to be my daughter’s 1st day of Sunday school. She loves going to church, basically for Sunday school and to hang out with her cousins and friends. I really don’t know what happened, but we started with the dress….it was apparently too uncomfortable, too tight. Then no pair of
Oh boy, so we had to tell our daughter that mommy is pregnant because she was getting a little suspicious of me being home all day, and of course one of our relatives told her before we could…oh well! So we had the conversation and I explained to her that the baby is very small