Stuck!

Basically 14 weeks pregnant at this point and almost 1 month on bed rest.  The feelings are MANY…bored, overwhelmed, happy, nervous, anxious, scared, alone.  I know I need to be doing this for a healthy pregnancy, but I can’t help feeling trapped….trapped in a way, that I lay in bed all day and I really don’t have a choice of who comes and goes…my husband is doing an amazing job making 3 meals a day, doing laundry, cleaning and taking our daughter to school and all activities, but no one has time for me.  I’m not being selfish, but I wish I could sit here and talk to him, but since he’s doing EVERYTHING, the last thing he has time for is to talk.  Then my daughter just comes and plops all her books, toys, snacks, clothes (clean and dirty) all over the bed.  I can’t clean it up, then my husband gets frustrated and then we start from the beginning!  This is an up and down roller coaster, and I feel like we’re down at the moment!

Categories: Uncategorized