There’s just no time!
I’m on a time challenge rant again, but not because I like to complain mostly because I’m a little desperate…I feel that I’m out of the house for at least 12 hours per day…I leave and my daughter is still sleeping, so I’m not really part of her morning. I get home and it’s time for dinner, maybe a bath, maybe read a book, and then poof it’s already 10. Then rush, rush to get to bed…exhausted and completely unfulfilled and disconnected! What a shity way to rush through life! I want so bad to just be there and connect with my daughter…from now on I will have to just say, 30 minutes. Can I take 30 minutes and use them differently every night. Can those 30 minutes be given to my daughter, instead of checking work emails, instead of rushing to clean this and that, instead of …I can go on and on. The reality is that there’s not much time. So what am I willing to accept as “this is not as important as my child”. I think for right now it will have to be work emails! Mind you I was checking my work emails up until 10:30 tonight because I left work early…so the guilt set in on 2 levels..work and home…TIME TO CHANGE! I hope some of you feel my dissatisfaction…but I know there’s an answer for all us! I know I’m starting with my 30 minutes….
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